ok..

this is viral..i've been trying to cut out my caffeine consumption lately because..it all seems wrong and then bende tu mcm recalcitrant and stays in ur organ because it's a xenobiotic. ok enough bout caffeine.

anyway what is viral is my memory lost..i think this is critical..i forgot almost everything.. i just have no clue..every single thing people recall me back of what i did i can't remember..

i got out of my car wanting to grab a box of milk and then i went straight in 7 eleven..pushing the door, and then i step in passing through the ice-cream container and then i forgot what i'm there for..i forgot what i'm buying..

and then i grab my keys, walk to the parking area and forget whether i've taken the keys or not..

i forgot what she said just now, and i kept on asking the same question. i forgot to take the grabage out eventhough i tell myself every second i am about to leave the room. i forgot what the notice on the board said that makes me do things the other way around..

i forgot the name of the protein in retrovirus that makes it undrgo proteolysis to produce new proteins eventhough i've read it 20 minutes before.


i don't what to do..i've been fish instead lately to get good proteins if that help. i wish it would help..

ow my god..ow my god.