parenting

mother is out of town..settling some bussiness..

so i'm here with the kids alone untill saturday..don't rob my house..

so i went to pick up hakim and hazim just now..

sedang aku tido dengan sedap, pastuh alarm bunyik nak kene amek dorng plak..

and then when i got there, there's a lot of kids like staring at my car..

i mean totally staring at the car..

so hazim gets in but there's no hakim..

hazim :kakak, hakim tumbuk budak

aku : ok.. mane die?

hazim : tu kat pokok..

that happens all the tyme.malas nak pikir

so aku pon drive smpai kat pokok

and then hakim went in and off we went home.

so i was going to go back to sleep..

pastuh hakim went to me

hakim :kakak rase ustazah panggil mak ngn ayah tak.

aku : depends

hakim : on what

aku: on how many times u hit the boy

hakim : maksud kakak, tumbuk die ke(smirking)

yeah he's proud of it.wutever

aku : nape ko tumbuk die?

hakim : sebab mase rakaat ke due semayang asar, abang(he calls himself abang)lupe
nak tahyat awal pasuh die ketawe2 kat blakang, pastuh die ketawe smpai
abang da abes semayang pastuh cakap 'hahahha, akem salah semayang'

aku : so u hit him?! because he was making fun of you?!! cume cakap cmtuh ko pukul die.

hakim : a'ah (konfiden sambil angkat kening)

i hate doing this so much, like telling people what is wrong and right ataupon suruh org do the right thing.. i just hate it so much.sebab it's not a big deal.usually stuff cmnih aku just betau my parents je and they handle it.or atleast my father will..

i'm not the sister that tells her brother what to do except for homework.because that's just weird.but come to think of it, this is not about me.and my parents not around.

hakim is like 10..and he's been hitting people for quiet sometimes usually with a good reason..bukannye big deal pon tapi kang tak cakap kire tak bertanggungjawab kann.and then i did the thing that i hate most

aku : hakim, u got to stop hitting people. u can not just hit people because dorng make fun of kau..that's not reason enough..i'm not gonna tell u what to do..tapi ko kene stop. tuh kann cume a stupid thing yg people say bile ko buat salah..just anggap that it's nothing je laa..buat bodo je..bukan big deal laa.
die bukannye ejek ko terok2 or ckap ko bodoh ke ape.(ayat stepmom pon kuar)u are too much of a person to even bother with this kid..

hakim :sbenanye die memang bnyak kali ejek abang..tapi abang diam je..abang punye turn nak bagi die..

aku: so this like what, a revenge ?!

hakim: a'ah.(konfiden)

aku : so everyone yg mess up ngn ko gets one?

hakim: a'ah

hazim : hmm padan muke si taha tuh..macam game wwe tu kann, kem.

aku : diam ar

hakim : takpe..ok je..esok abg explain kat ustazah..jadi die tak betau mak ngn ayah.

cmtuh die handle things..kalaw ustazah die tak nak dengo ckp die, kang dengan si ustazah tu jugak die bagii..aku pon tak tau la budak nih..

die bukannye problematic as a child..he's just have this big pride, thinks he's too good for anything, responsible nak banding dengan hazim and smart..

i'll just tell mom later..wutever anyway..

got to cook.kah kah kahhh