aku have this problem in me that i notice and i refuse to do anything about it..


i never listen..in a lot of things..i just find it difficult to sit down and give my attention to something..

so when my mom started to throw her tips and teaching on cooking aku slalunye angguk2 je and go 'hmmm', or 'ok' walaupon sbenanye aku cume stare at her blankly smbil dekat earphone kat tinge denga taylor swift country bits..

i know i'm not an obedient daughter.

and she use to become puzzle sebab in one sentence aku bole understand all that, atleast i look like i do..

just like just now when she explain how to make nasi ayam and i go 'hmm', 'ok',

and then she said something about cengkih which i don't know what, and then i said 'sounds delicious mother'..

and then muke die start to berkerut which i don't understand why, because the whole time i was listening to karev rambling on grey's anatomy,

and then she went

'ape yg sedapnye letak butter dgn gule, muak tau tak?'


and then aku ckp 'ha'ah muak2'..eventhough mase tuh aku tak understand a word..

so it turns out she was giving a bad example of making nasik ayam yg muak pkai nasi and letak butter and gule..

so yesterday, she had this emergency thing going on that she had to rush out, so out of nowhere she went,

'sabrina ko masak nasik and sup untuk adik ko ea'

'it's simple, i taught u the last time..yg macam mak cakap tuh'

and then she went away.

pastuh aku mcm did i just heard that rite?

i mean is she serious..aku mane pena masak sup fishball.and i never paid attention that time.


the last time aku masak sup was like a year ago..

i'm totally lost..

pastuh aku pon rush out crik resipi kat internet and do as the resipi said..

the resipi ckp masuk bunge lawang. kayu manis, and cengkih..

kamon la weyh bunge lawang tu ape?!

pastuh aku masuk je yg nampak macam bunge lawang..

aku masuk la dalm 3,4..and then voila jadi la sup..

pastuh adik aku balek and eat

hazim :akem, mak ni mcm tenga cube resipi bru kan kem

hakim :ntah pelik rase die..pesal tah mak masak cmni

aku : sedap kann, baek ko ckp sedap?!

okay da diamm..

i'll learn that next tyme..