there's a rizhopus growing on the surface of my wooden table..
actually bknnye atas my table tpi atas my table cloth on my table..
wutever there's still a heterotrophic organism on my table..
i don't know how it got there..
it's just there..

aku balek je tetibe ade kat situ..
it kind of reminds me on how unpredictable, and how silent
things happen around me..
i've no class for the past two days tpi aku cume manage bce
lab manual and buat report je..rase cm lame sgt bce lab manual tuh sebab
btol2 nk pahamkan tapi tak brape ingat..
membazir gle mase aku..

and my memory card tersekat kat dalam lubang jamban..
i don't know wut is wrong with me..
rase cm nk jerit pon ade..
aku rase time mmg past so fast n everything yg happen really happen
so fast..
cume bende bodoh2 je yg aku buat spanjang due ari tpi aku rase cm lame
ape yg aku bce tuh..
ntah ar..
i don't know if i even have the drive anymore to get to work and be all
spiritfull cm mase memule..
riso gak exam nk dekat..

things seems the same evry single day in here..nothing seems to change
ari tuh mae jmpe ana and su kat kampus kl, aku mcm realise
how different diorng punye life and mine..
kite sume disatukan dekat matrik..
tpi after a year sume bwak haluan masing2..stady, chasing the future..
being a different person in a different world..
more like playing a role in your niche..
except this is a different niche from the matrik life we use to have..

i'm still coping..
just hope i'll hang in there..
like i used to do..
bebudak psycho yg aku used to know pon da ade haluan
diorang sendiri, waheedA, nadia..
anyway da beso korang..
jage diri bek ea..
jgn melacor or jadi mak nyah..
ckup lah jdi nyah kat matrik..
jgn jadi nyah kat universiti walawpon laku..

gudnite evryone.