"friends are not for keep. it stays that way, it doesn't cross that boundry..it's just that"

that wut she says..
that's it..
just like that..
it's been weeks now..
i thought somehow something might change..like i might change the way she thinks about it but it doesn't.
we bring our seperate life.. i don't even know wut's going on..

i guess she simply prove the word she's saying is right..
it's getting weird in here..
people really come and go..
it's crazy sometimes just to see it that way..

u know there's this song i heard in the train yesterday, i guess someone
might have like dumped it in my mp3 or something..
the song called 'innocence' by avril

it goes like this:

its the beautiful thing u're feeling
it's the innocent inside you're feeling
it so beautiful it makes u wanna cry..

it's a nice song..
it just bother me so much starting just now..
this evening..
the way she look at me..
that distance in her eyes..
that word "it stays that way"
i'm losing people around me and i don't wish for it to stay tha way..
it always happens..
one time i knoe this girl in the bus,
we kind of bond and have this fun conversation..
the next day i saw her again, she doesn't knoe me anymore..
like u thought there was something there in that conversation but actually there's nothing for her..like a usual thing u talk to people where the next day u won't recognize anymore..
i mean which part of their brain that doesn't get what common sense means..
why do people have to act like they somekind of aliens a round humans..
it's normal to say atleast hi to the people u know..
or is it really normal not to acknowledge people that have got nothing to do in ur life..
i remember people..
they means something to me..
for me frineds are for keep..
it doesn't stays that way.
it cross the boundary..
we keep in touch..
we miss each other..
i dunno why it's so difficult for them to get that..
human relationship is important.
wake up!