ok so i just settle down a little..
so this morning i went to pudu, pekeliling to get tickets
for this weekend..
i'm going home..

i don't know wut happen..
seriously..
i was a bit lost of direction..
i went all alone sebab malas nk ajak azrin, or erni and even
manisah..nnti lmbat plak..bek aku g sekor2 lgi ringkas..
it feels good.. going all that long way alone..
more like you're travelling..
after some interchange and 10 station in lrt,
i arrived(sabrina akhirnye ko berjaye, you're so fabulous)
anyway.
aku g bli tiket sume da abes..
n conductor ticket to was not very warm like the ad
they used to lie to you about..like betape bgosnye perkhidmatan bas diorang,
n then itu laa ini laa.wtf
anyway aku berator for the last counter, n then line tu tak panjang sgt
malahan sgt pendek, cume conductor bus tue yg lambat,
then
aku punye turn pon da smpai,
n i went like "bus balek pahang ade lagi tak"
n he went very coldly(serious sgt stern and annoying)
"hari ape, siang ke malam"
me: ari jumaat ni, urmm, klaw last siang kol bape? and klaw malam kol bpe?
him: malam takde, siang je..
me:ok kol 6 ade
him: xde da abes
me: da tue bus pkol brape yg ade?
him:jumaat, sabtu,ahad sume da habes

n then, i dunno wut went wrong,
aku cm bengang gle!
with the whole thing
the tone,
the coldness
him with that suit!
aku cm breakdown gile..
i go all the way up there just to get some bad treatment of
some guy yg don't even know wut day the ticket is available..

aku cam mengamok

me: len kali klaw takde ckp je laa takde dpd tdi..da laa bnyak soal!!
last2 takde ticket jugak, n jgn nak talk to me with that kind of coldness..
ingt aku mati ke x naik plusliner! weh ko ngn syarikat ko boleh bungkos laa!
aku bknnye mentak naik bus free. aku bayo tau!! hah menyusahkan aku je!

okeh that was embarassing...
i just don't know wut got into me..
nape ntah aku emo..nk ckp sbb sesat mcm laa aku tak penah sesat
nk ckp sebab penat, alah normal laa puase pnat..
i seriously don't know why and how i reacted that way..
serious shit sume mkcik2 kat situ mmg tenga stare kat aku..
n all the people around..

along the way dlm lrt tue aku cm pikir n pikir..
trying to find a reason wut hav gotten into me..
tpi rase lege dpt jerit kat muke org..
cmtuh kot yg kalaivani nadarajah slalu rase..

i'm tired..tgk grey's anatomy laa jap..