i went in her office sitting on the chair in front of her and then that's when she went
she: okay u listen to me now, i want u to work on ur work give me an update.no question, don't interrupt me, find out what needs to be out. i'm giving u the marks that u don't need to be worried about. but starting from this new semestar, just don't slack off. because ur marks depend on ur work..and don't come to me unless u have an update.
me : urmm..what about my second sample? when will we be getting that?
she : i'm not sure..but it'll be next semstar
i stare rite back at her..observing evry inch of her lips, articulating everything..imagining what happen if i just could cut her and tell her how i feel about doing sampling for the next year..i don't know if it's within my capabilities..i can't do it if it's next semestar..i'll be busy during that tyme..i need to get my thesis my gene sequencing done..
i'm so doom..cume boleh menyerah pade Allah je..she's just so powerful...and fragile.
she : what are u waiting for? go!!
awaken from my thoughts, i look at her again
she : what?? i can't talk much now..i'm sick, tired and i need a break..go!
and then i stand up making my way to the door..
what am i going to do with my life..god.
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