Saturday, November 5, 2011

me against the world 1#

assalamualaikum..

how's everything going?

i just got home for my hari raye haji holiday..ok let's start viewing the world in my perception and findings.this one is rather serious.

so lewat kebelakangan kite diperlihatkan dengan things like indie band, vlogger, youtuber(is that a correct term), yang gain fame through the video they make..

i know what that's called..

let me just rephrase that..

they called it

expressing urself, exploring your talent, pursuing ur dreams and doing the things that u love..

there's no crime with that..really..

tak salah buat sesuatu yg ko nak buat as long as ianya tak melanggar syariat..

ok let's do this slowly.

the thing about fenomena ni adalah majortinya are young girls and sometimes even school girls..

young people, remaja belia, yang ekspres diri mereka melalui muzik dan anything that they called art..

aku tau, aku faham, i am not an art person, i don't understand how meaningful this is, how important this is to people like them..

but bile kite get back or look back just turn around for a moment,

itu ke yang kite nak sebenarnya??

buat lagu, lirik yang tak memberi ape2 signifikan atau hasil secare substantialnye dan let org2 yang bukan muhrim dengarkan suare kite..

dan lebih menyedihkan bile penyanyi underground perempuan ni adalah mereka yang bertudung..

kenape kite bertudung, untuk menutup aurat daripada pandangan yang bukan muhrim..

tapi bukan ke Allah da gariskan sendiri bahawa suara tu adalah aurat(unless in certain case like teaching atau disscusing)..

just take one look kite see how contradicting this is.

melihat seseorng yang seolah2 memahami ape yang die perlu lakukan untuk be a muslim and then tibe2 she start doing these things yg tak sepatotnye dilakukan kalaw die faham.

aku tak salahkan this matter pade the people sendiri, like i said, they are young people yang need guidance help and even support untuk find a piece of them..

ape yang aku bole cakap kat sini is, perkare mcm ni tak sewajarnye kite support..

aku rase one of the reason bende ni happen is sebab diorng ade fans, ade org yg dengarkan lagu2 diorng, and the most important thing is diorng get inspired dgn penyanyi2 disekeliling mereka yg mereka nmpak..

kite start dengan yuna about some years back, and then we have ana rafalli and now kite ade najwa latif..

diorng semue young especially najwa latif..

mungkin mereka tak merasakan yang perkara ni adalah against Islam itu sendiri kerana sokongan yang mereka dapat..

aku tak agree. and aku rase we have to know that this is wrong.

kite taknak ade things like this happening again in the future..mcm seolah2 a job as a penyanyi itu menjadi something yg okay atas alasan yang kamu have passion and talent in music ..

masih ade bnyak care lagi yang kite boleh buat kalaw kite minat sesuatu.

dan menjadi seorng penyanyi when u're a muslim, a girl, and young is not quiet the idea dan of course melanggar syariat..

bukan ke tugs kite dan tanggungjawab kite lebih besar dpd tuh...bnyak bende yg lebih penting yang seharusnya disibukkan daripada menyanyi..

malaysia memerlukan belia2 yang berpelajaran yang have the courage to fight for what they believe in.

Islam memerlukan umat2 yang sanggup berkorban.this goes to me to..so the road is there..

kite just have to make a choice and start doing the things yg lebih penting dan mendtgkan kebaikan..

believe me, ilmu ALlah tu adalah beautiful when u start to see them, dan hukum Allah tu semuanye mempunyai hikmah.

Allah takkan melarang sesuatu tanpa sebab, dan Allah takkan perintahkan sesuatu yang sia2..

i guess that's it.

so with this all apologize to the things yg i said yg menyentuh sensitivity siape2..

aku rase, i just have to actually write this down..

i hope we can actually think about this..

thanx for reading.

3 comments:

Wahida Samsuddin said...

Well, above all, aku suke part yang ko ckp "ok let's do this slowly". Wefwef. Agree with your point of view :)

the 2nd daughter said...

okay, i think part yg "malaysia memerlukan belia2 yang berpelajaran yang have the courage to fight for what they believe in" sounds better if it's "malaysia memerlukan belia2 ISLAM yang BUKAN HANYA berpelajaran BUT ALSO have the courage to fight for what they SHOULD believe in".

that's like jst in case if pple argue: "ala, wlwpun dorg penyanyi tapi dorg berpelajaran".

sbb pelajaran ISN'T EVERYTHING if it's not beneficial to the ummah/society and doesn't contribute to the pemeliharaan of our agama.
and that's crit analysis fr u (evn if u dn't want it), haha.

the 2nd daughter said...

ok so i think i might jst be in d middle of a crisis n bcause i dnt now wht 2 do so i guess i'm kinda running away (or somethng like tht, i dnt exctly know).

aku tk sure la how long ths is gonna keep going tpi tkpela aku terime wlwpn aku tk fhm. aku hrp klw aku berdose tuhan ampunkan aku & tnjukkn jln yg spatutnyer, sbb skrg aku really not exactly sure ape yg aku bleh buat 2 rise above this. i'm not exactly sure what i've done wrong.

aku tk fb sgt, n i said tht i'll stop emailing or webcam-ing until my sbmission's over n no blogging frm me either (sbb i can't afford to lose cntrol ovr my feelings dlm keadaan major sbmission aku is in 3 days). mgkn ini ujian, atau mgkn ini kafarah dosa aku, aku terime. klau ikutkn hati, i dn't know if i could ever cntnue my assignmnt.

so ader byk bnda trpndam yg wlwpn skit2 ader jgk t'luah kt some pple tpi bcause evryone's dffrent i dn't think anyone gets it. or gets me. smtimes it's like not only do people not undrstand evn aftr my explanations, my feelngs bcome evn more aggravated bcause i tried to open this space to pple evn whn ths kind of history hasn't been that great fr me.

aku bukan sengaje berkire bile nk share my private thoughts, tpi sbb smtimes it's difficult 2 jst breathe so d bst tht i can do is probably jst let people have wht they want. whtever i want people don't have to deliver it for me, bcause i don't wanna be tht kind of a person.

hidup aku bukan dipertnggungjawabkn ke ats org lain, ape2 yg aku perlukn aku cari sndiri, insyaAllah. aku hrpkn pergantungan aku pd tuhan. sbb antare manusia dgn manusia bnda2 mcm ni buat aku really unsure.

see. how long ths is taking me.

that's why i should stop writing.

n yes jst pblish ths sbb i dn't have it anywhere else n i havn't really written like ths in a long time so biar pblish kt sni.

now i hav 2 get back 2 work.

bt sriously, aku tk fhm how easy it is to jst let go of evrythng jst bcause u want to, evn when u know it's wrong n evn whn u know that what u want doesn't simply justify everything u wish to do.

i think crying is easier. i think i've done that but it doesn't fix anythng.

wht i need is a strong heart and keredhaan Dia.

this is the price i have 2 pay. i'll have 2 deal with it.

(my submission's 11.11.2011. same tarikh ngn some people's wedding kot. isn't it ironic tht i'm here doing this)