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dudlu everytime aku denga lagu sheila on 7, walau aku da denga about 500 times pon lagu die, aku memang kene denga sampai abes, kalaw da masok intro kene abeskan..

atau kalau da masok korus kene denga smpai abes..it's like some kind of compulsion.

bagi aku that is loyalty..kalaw aku tak denga smpai abes, i always felt like i don't appreciate music die.

just like evry album that comes out, aku kene beli..because i wanna feel like i'm supporting them..

and maryam use to write on my book 'sheila on 7, dulu, kini dan selamanye', because we both love u..

and when i listen to you aku teringat aku punye school days where i got into trouble in maths class listening to you on my discman.

but time pass, and things change(ayat dear john)..

okay seriously..right now the song is playing tapi aku just nak tune in another one..

another song..another 2 minutes is too long..

maybe it's the drum..the drum felt different, my feelings felt different, aku tak have that enthusiasm, passion in their music as much as before.

this is not a phase..it felt real..

i'm sorry.

sorry so7..

u meant something about 7 years ago..

u still do, but not as much as 7 years ago..

i'm sorry that i can't carry on and bear to listen..

i'm sorry i tune in another song..

i'm sorry i stop the engine and didin't wait when u were singing on the radio..

i'm sorry i'm not as driven and excited as i was when i was 14..

i'm sorry i can't indulge on ur lyrics as much as yesterday.

i've grown out of it..

u're still one of my favorite though..but the worlds revolving and people move on and i'm not 14 anymore, and there's stuff more important than you..