dear you over there,

u were right when u said that i have problem expressing myself.

most of the time i find myself not knowing what to feel and sometimes

i don't know why i'm feeling things..

i think apart of it is because i don't really know myself..

this self-discovery journey seems endless, because i always felt lost..

anyway.

why is it that i feel people in this family always have something to prove..

aku rase the only person yg have nothing to prove is hazim..because for him life is

pretty..

what a happy kid he is..i felt so annoyed that i want to strangle him.


surat kau yg tarikh 6th july tuh baru smpai today..pastuh ayah mcm jeles tgk mak bace surat ko..

ko tulis la surat untuk die jugak.wow that's gonna be weird

u know what,

sometimes aku wonder why hakim is so angry and emotional..

semalam mak ajar die ngaji pastuh die tak bole trime bile mak cakap die salah.

mak as always cannot be subtle, but she's right most of the time.

he's like so angry.and he looks like he's going to cry..

he's like that, most of the time that i start to wonder why..

is it because he's just being prideful and a brat..

ataupon because of what he feels about things around him..

so i stop being so hard on him and i stop making fun of him..

because he wants to be taken seriously kalaw tak nanti die emo.

anyway, wutever..till then