enough that's all i want

there will always be this tyme in ur life that u can't describe ur own feelings..

for me, it's not new..

i always have a problem in describing my feelings or me..

i don't like to be treated like i'm nobody, so i try..very hard in wutever i do..

by the end of the day, i questioned back, is that the only thing i want..

like u are doing something for a purpose, but along the way u figured out that's not the point..

u just don't know where to turn from that point.

it's like u're trying so hard in achieving something tapi u just don't know what is that something and does it matter so much..

i'm always confused..

and i hate that..

i wish i could be cristina.

well-determined, and capable of a lot of things..

i thought i could just be capable by being sabrina..

i failed alot..

and i hope that everything else won't fall apart..

because i can't..

not rite now.

maybe i should get myself focus and things wuld be better..

i'm not stable, i'm not capable enough, i'm not anyone, i'm not smart enough..

i'm just not enough..