since a couple weeks ago, i hav been feeling that i can't express my words anymore in this place. it's stressing to not being able to put into words what u want to say for the day.

i mean its enough with the fact that u don't really settle in the normal conversation or normal life but it's awful to not be able to put the things into word.. because it supposed to be easy for me.. and so i only read people's blog.

i was reading this guy's blog again and anyway he rites awful stuff, always have some bad ass, egoistic comment about the things happening around the world. but it was enuff to have something to read for the day besides the genetic analysis and principle book..

and i skip onto another blog which was also boring..
anyway i've been joining this dinner event for the college just for the sake of not wearing the fancy costume for that day, so i volunteer to be one of the ajk.

wutever.it's still fucking ridicilous..

and then, there's this person that comes infront and telling us wut to do..

he says something like this :

ok, saye harap sume org buat keje nanti..tolong bagi kerjesame..

saye tak suke nk marah2 tapi jgn smpai saye ckp bende tak baik..

and he went on:

biar saye cakap siket tentang diri saye, saye ni bukannye suke marah2 tapi klaw saye ckp ade hati yg akan terluke..(and i was like wut the hell, do i for 1 sec look like i care).






and i was laughing myself out wishing no one notice me at that tyme because bende tu teramat lah poyo and tak penting..

anyway dinner tuh will be hell in a number of days..

so i will get busy at least..and then there's this driving license i have to attend..perhaps i'll drive one day and knock his car dowwn..

wutever..

anyway i guess that's it..another boring post and not-so-enthusiastic one from me..

i'll get back when i'm out of this phase..