20 and fabulous.haha

i'm infront of the computer in my house and there's this
moulin rouge my sister's switch on tv..

they're breathing loudly..and now nicole kidman is dying..
ow rite in fact she just did..

i've came back for the holiday..skang tenga selamat lepak2 kat umah..after some week of shiyt i've been spending in my life kat mane lagi kann.

anyway i'm 20, since 4 days ago..

yeah..i knoe.
so fast isn't it..

aku finally 20..

sometimes deep inside i kind of freak out..feel scared like u're so tiny
and the world is a rough place..and then u're this 20 years old gurl yg kene
lead a 20 years old life..

and yeah it's tyme to make some changes..

i've been thinking for a while..
ade bnyak bende yg aku need to achieve so takde laa rase being twenty sie2 je..
the thing is bole ke tak..

tu je..harap2 bole laa.

being twenty kind of make me look back wut i've been through in the past..
yes, my life was exciting and fun.and i'm fun.but skang nih mcm turn upside down for awhile..

and i'm just gonna do something about it..just watch me..

u knoe wut, katy perry can really sing.

anyway my point is, let's grow up and live life, and become happy like we shud..

i shud do something and rock the world..

become a better person.

i've receive a lot of message and words from frends and the people that i know..

thanx anyway..

i mean beside the fact yg nadya call to tell me how pathetic my lyfe still is and she's doing great(so wutever), i do appreciate the thought of evryone else..

and to the people that have been in my life, knowing me, share the joy and
have the urge to be crazy with me..
just thanx.
i'm 20 and i will never forget wut i've been through so far wit u people..
i'ts been great knowing and sharing joy and pain with u guys..

okay i better stop before this gets lame..