i hate

it's been three days and we haven't seen any of our lecturer
that supposed to be in class..

wutever..i hope they know wut they're doing because this is our future
ok and when it comes to my future you have to be serious about that..i mean what's going to happen to all that kete takde atap and penthouse dgn org gaji yg took care all of it..tht my future we're talking about..

if everyone in the world know their job perhaps the world will be
a better place..

i have just finish another chic lit..it's another one from sophie kinsella..
can you keep a secret.

ntah aku pon tak tau..sejak akhir2 nih aku read too much sentimental and watch those kinds of movies..god why can't my roomate shut up!!!

it's not like i'm in the conversation too..fuck..i'm irritated..
i've been watching meteor garden again..i knoe..tapi da three days takde mende nk buat..

okay 'can you keep a secret' was just okay i guess..ntah aku takde laa rase bes sgt kowt..maybe becoz starting from the beginning aku da imagine Jack Harper is an old guy..yeah seriously.and there's nothing interesting in making out with an old guy..

so tadi plak tgk honey and clover..the songs reminds me of some old time..slalunye tgk honey and clover bile bru lepas minom soyabean ngn cincau yg bli kat pasar malam..sebab dudlu honey and clover kat animax every wednesday..

it was nice back then..but still suck sometimes sebab kat skola slalu kene attack ngn ustazah yg sound aku sebab bawak walkman..taulah ko xde, jelesla tuh..

tadi klas titas pon lecturer tak masok..ntah ar..masok2 je satu klas pandang aku macam ape..pada hal bukan aku buat ape2 pon..i just don't get it man, wut's wrong with people and staring..don't u know it's rude to stare..u don't have to go to school to learn that..that's a total common sense..
dah la tu klas titas, tamadun islam okeh..tak yah la buat perangai mcm kaper plak..
ade aku kaco ko berak ke yg ko nk pandang org semacam..ade aku tgk bontot kurap ko..
xde kan?

hah dah tuh bek off laa..halamak.bitch
so wutever man..

dah laa komputer aku ni macam corrupt when it comes to connecting to the internet..
yeah tough luck..

sometimes there's stuff yg buat aku feel like i'm so small and uncomfortable..

ntah llike the times when i can not predict what happens next..and when i don't know what's going on..

i hate it when it happens..that just totally kills me so much..

i hate it when i have to be nice becos i'm not..i hate being nice..i hate it when people ask stuff that's already obvious..i hate it when i can read between the lines and evryone else can't.
i hate feeling bad all the time when i fail.. i hate it when people are so insensitive and unflexible..i hate it when you can't make up for the corruption or shall i say the haywireness of ur system when evrything is in a mess and the schedule is overlapping to each other and that's like a big annoyance and prove how incompetent the whole university are..

i hate it when people just believe in what they want to all the time because sometimes it's obviously wrong, i mean their beliefs..
i hate it when people don't try at all..

i just hate the whole idea of this university..