remember when we were kids..
n then we beat a kid up or actually bite them..

we say we're sorry..
because the teacher told us too..

but both of us knows that we're not..
we're not sorry at all..
saying sorry just infront of the teacher..

n we as a kid actually mean it..
mean on hitting people cause that's wut kids do..
it's a reflex action. just hit people when you're angry..

but as we grow up it's just as simple as that..
we don't say sorry when we don't mean it..
nobody is going to tell you to say sorry..

and as we step ahead there will be no more biting..

because it's unreasonable and irrational,
people will think you're lunatics or perhaps
a bunch of morons.

i dunno why but sometimes it's really
nice being a kid.

wonder why i wanna grow up so fast.
i miss the hitting part and the saying sorry even when
you don't mean it rather than just another
day surviving each other with a painfull
feeling..

when things just slipped and passed by, you just
remembered how great it was.
the past..

and now everything is about growing up.
thinking about wut is rite,
wuts appropriate.
and being professional..

it's tiring and sometimes i get sick of it..
doing the rite thing.
studying all the time..
i mean don't get me wrong i like doing it

but sometimes i thought there would be more to life
than just surviving your life as a student, being smart,
get your grades high,
worries for the exams,
comparing urself with evrybody's else score..
and the part when u explain the grades to ur parents, surviving pain-in-the ass classmates..

evrything is about aiming for a better future..
and then there's friendship..
perhaps the only thing that makes you stay alive.
have something to be happy about..

i dunno.
i hope i survive,
atleast i feel like i will survive..

and then by the time you get the job u wanted
that's all that matters..

and evry single tyme u've been spending with ur friends is
endless and will always be remembered.

i have just recieved the most weird text message from
ana..

she said sometyng about the camel that she kaitkan
dgn the frenship that all of us had during matrik..

she said she love us..
yeah she said that...


ow my god.
weyh korang!
ana ckp she love us!?!!
wut the hell is going on in this world??!