wut u see is wut u get

fine..
aku bknnye btol2 pon nk tulis blog with title cmni..
it's just that aku cm tenga totally listening to britney rite now,
and so there's this song named wut u see is wut u get..

cm catchy laa.
and aku bole totally nyanyi dpd mule smpai abes.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA..
anyway ari nih raye aji,
like evryone knows.

and then it turns out raye aji kat pahang memang meriah.
it's really surprising to see this becoz before this aku mmg
tak pena experience this kind of thing, i mean kat johor totally
tak sambot sngat raye aji..

the same thing happen in terengganu and kelantan
diorng mmg sambot raye aji dengan meriah okeh y'all..
i cume bru fes time laa katekan experince mende cmni kann nyahh(gye nyahh)..

diana call me this morning nk tnye aku buat ape for the raye aji morning..
duhh..aku only pick it up when it's almost 1 p.m coz that tyme bru bgn.

and die cm tak abes2 nk spill kat aku ape die kedarah at the same time
complain yg isit die je yg kol aku all the tyme..
duhh wtever, sape yg kaye and dapat elaun jpa like
6k a month..

anyway aku da mkan:

1. laksa penang
2. ketupat tige segi
3. nasi lauk daging kicap
4. nasi impit and kuah kacang
5. ayam masak merah ngn nasi impit
6. mi soto
7 and soto

yeah wutever nk tgk attention please plak..

daa daa

epi raye aji..

gile bosan beb

i thought that a long rest,
i mean endless days of resting, nap and tv was evrythinh i needed..

but no.

not at all..

i feel hoplessly bored..

to death.

youtube nk dekat 1000 kali aku bkak..
after a long chat ngn waheeda

biha, some old friend,

and diana..

aku betol2 rase takde bende lagi aku bole buat,

why life is so boring.

mall pon boring.


ape je yg ade beside travelling..

i wish i can just travel anywhere i want..

god.

aku bru lepas mkn

1. burger special

2. nasi lauk lemak udang ngn nenas

3. mee hoon

aku boring tu yng aku mkn tu.
tau nabi ckp benti seblom kenyang..
ni da kenyang tapi tak benti2..
ntah aku bosan gile..

kann bagos klaw i'm damn rich cm diana.
da lame aku g jalan2 tanpe henti.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

aku done two students today..

ingatkan teaching was easy..

fine.
yess i know wut it feels like now being a teacher

dengan yg sekoh isit pegi toilet je.
yg lagi seko isit picit2 kepale je

aku tnye die,
die tanye aku balek..

wtever.

anyway i've been chatting ngn nadya.

gile ar x bruba.

anyway rase sedey plak chat ngn die..

nape laa aku ade kwn2 bangang yg
anto mesej freaky tenga2 pagi

n masok kosmoworlds saje2 jerit buat2 thrill

sebab tak nak bazir duet rm32.

and then yg bagi tau ko heartbeat ko increase sebab slalu
minom nescafe mcm psycho

and then yg x habes2 bagitau ko baju ko harge brape ringgit sebab
die da jumpe baju yg same kat fos n siap bli lagi baju tuh..

and then yg mintak kete berlian untuk bufday die..

anyway i miss evryone.

i miss evryone in matriks

i miss my life back then so much..

aku ingatkan aku takde laa miss sgt matriks

tapi it was better back then..

ari tuh gi tgk wayang ngn bebudak aras aku..

it wasn't the same dgn tgk wayang ngn bebudak bangang
yg memekak dlm panggung..

i'm gonna be okay i guess..

people move on.

i have to move on.

i'm a teacher

okay my plan as i got back home is teaching.

yes i'm employed..
that's wut i do when i get a long holiday
i work..(becoz i love money)

anyway.
i'm teaching year 6 and form 4 stsudents..

they're kids..
really immature young kids.

so i'm their tutor.
just have to make sure they get the
grades they wanted.
that's my job.

i'm not a cold person but i don't get
really involved with each one of them.

i just teach.
that's all.
that's wut i do.

so the schedule for tomorrow is science.
i'm gonna teach the year 6 students science.
where i'm going to translate a bit the meaning in malay

and

distribute some past year upsr question to see how that go..
and now my job is to get fully prepared..

i'm going to put every new thing that matters
in these kids brains..

so wish me luck..

maksudnye aku ni a good teacher ea.

HAHAHAHAH

remember when we were kids..
n then we beat a kid up or actually bite them..

we say we're sorry..
because the teacher told us too..

but both of us knows that we're not..
we're not sorry at all..
saying sorry just infront of the teacher..

n we as a kid actually mean it..
mean on hitting people cause that's wut kids do..
it's a reflex action. just hit people when you're angry..

but as we grow up it's just as simple as that..
we don't say sorry when we don't mean it..
nobody is going to tell you to say sorry..

and as we step ahead there will be no more biting..

because it's unreasonable and irrational,
people will think you're lunatics or perhaps
a bunch of morons.

i dunno why but sometimes it's really
nice being a kid.

wonder why i wanna grow up so fast.
i miss the hitting part and the saying sorry even when
you don't mean it rather than just another
day surviving each other with a painfull
feeling..

when things just slipped and passed by, you just
remembered how great it was.
the past..

and now everything is about growing up.
thinking about wut is rite,
wuts appropriate.
and being professional..

it's tiring and sometimes i get sick of it..
doing the rite thing.
studying all the time..
i mean don't get me wrong i like doing it

but sometimes i thought there would be more to life
than just surviving your life as a student, being smart,
get your grades high,
worries for the exams,
comparing urself with evrybody's else score..
and the part when u explain the grades to ur parents, surviving pain-in-the ass classmates..

evrything is about aiming for a better future..
and then there's friendship..
perhaps the only thing that makes you stay alive.
have something to be happy about..

i dunno.
i hope i survive,
atleast i feel like i will survive..

and then by the time you get the job u wanted
that's all that matters..

and evry single tyme u've been spending with ur friends is
endless and will always be remembered.

i have just recieved the most weird text message from
ana..

she said sometyng about the camel that she kaitkan
dgn the frenship that all of us had during matrik..

she said she love us..
yeah she said that...


ow my god.
weyh korang!
ana ckp she love us!?!!
wut the hell is going on in this world??!

huh..penat

okay u guys takkan percaye sape aku jmpe kat time square tadi!!

HUSNA!!

aku jmpe husna..

husna yg bangang tuh..

perangai die pon tak bruba..
jalan2..
pastuh kitorng sembang2 n aku sgt excited sebab aku jmpe HUSNA
versi cikgu..

die tgk aku n then buat muke terkejot..

pastuh die ckp mende pling pelik dlm dunie ni..

'nape ko pkai mcm tu?'

aku pon ckp

'ape masalah ko bangang prangai tak bruba'

n then die tetibe ckp kuat2

'aku da bruba sabrina! aku tak bodoh cm dlu lagi'

nmpak sgt mmg same je bile die ckp cmtuh..
anyway penat gile balek time square..
tdi tgk pisau cukur..

xbes sgt pon.

aku mkn kenny rogers ngn kfc..
sume ayam kat time square aku mkn..

skang ni kene kemas2 plak..
esok da nk balek.

had fun laa jugak.

fuck betol!!
paper bio cell mcm cipan punye susa..

pergh aku punye laa bce bhgian metabolism tuh betol2 ea..
siap buat pass year lagi skali takleh jwb..

ntah laa.
da naseb kowt..
anyway penderitaan aku selame 5 minggu da berakhir..
aku da abes last paper..

skang ayam goreng kat time square tuh tenga tunggu aku..
da da~

korng punye turn plak nk suffer..

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH

maria mercedes

dudlu mase aku darjah 5 cite maria mercedes famous sgt..
pastuh aku ade kwn name die intan, die suke sgt cerite tuh.

n then every morning die slalu tnye aku
tgk ke x episode smlm..

n then aku slalu tak tgk..
tpi kekadang aku tgk jugak bile die slalu sgt isit ckp2 je

smpailah satu ari mase b.i,
die tnye aku tgk tak episode maria mercedes smlm,

ckgu b.i aku mmg strict, so die marah kitorng ckp mase kelas die..
n then kitorng kene dende diri atas krusi..

pastuh intan bisik n nyanyi lagu maria mercedes kat aku
siap angkat2 kain mcm maria mercedes..
aku pon join skali, kitorng angkat2 kain
nyanyi lagu maria mercedes punye chorus..

mase part:
maria mercedes, maria mercedes
maria mercedes, maria mercedes

skali kantoi ckgu aku terpusing kat blakang n nmpak kitorng
gelak2 mase die ajo smbil joget maria mercedes..

pastuh satu kelas toleh kat blakang..
diorng sume gelak gile2..

pastuh last2 kene dende naik atas meje plak..
tadi aku nmpak gambo thalia dlm majalah.
tetibe tringat die..

hahahahha

fine i'm admitting this..
i'm judgemental..
i really am..

and sometimes i think it's right..

i judge people by the songs they listen too.
i judge people by their over the top dressing
and i do think it's relevent to judge people that way..

there's this girl that came over a couple of hours ago
in my friends room..
i was there..

she has this lower neck line tee
with a playboy necklace that she wore,
and there's this sharp eyeliner
with bobby style hair
and with the other side much shorter..

i don't want to judge that but
it's look like she's trying to hard to look
in..like totally look in the trend..

i thought it was ridiculous and pathetic..
and it's like too much for just another dinner in p.p
aka puri pujangga..

wutever anyway..

i better get back to reading..

i dunno why but i have a problem with people
with that kind of look..

i mean dude where's ur fashion sense?..
maybe perhaps did she just mislead or had the wrong fashion mag
or something..

i can't stop staring at her plunging neck line..
even in the photo it's there..

the curve of the lower part..
the cleavage..
like it's almost coming out..

God knows wut she's thinking..
wtever

ow my god..
fucking shit..
i think i'm gonna die out of boredom becoz
dpd petang tadi mengadap oxidative phosphorylation
yg cm siot complicatednye..

mcm mane ni aku daa start bosan..
i have to stadi more so that i'll score for
the final yg mcm siot nih..
bru abes due bab..
amat lembap nk memahamkan segale2 nye..
serabot kepale otak aku dowh..
naseb bek budak yg bazirkan megi aku tuh tak dtg..

so aku ter amat sangat membazir mase..
patotnye aku stadi paagi smpai mlm..
ni aku bgn lambat and ptg aku gap 1jam setengah..
mlm pon gap 1 jam setengah..
ni pon bru pas gap..

aku riso sbenonye nih beb..
wut am i gonna do..

this is serious la guys..
kamon ok.

ape aku nk bg anak aku mkn klaw aKU tak dapat score and then
tak dapat keje bagos n then mcm mane aku nk
pkai bmw yg atap die bole bukak tuh..
alah cmne nih..

this is future beb!!
i need a will that can keep me going..
going through the studying thingy..

i wanna be rich and ade bling2 mcm syikin..

hah tension beb..
skang ni nk masok topic enzyme yg mcm baghal
tuh.
hah cmne beb..
bape bnyak inhibitor yg aku kene ingat..
structure of atp synthase lagi,
cell buffering yg mcm siot tu lagi..

adoi urogenital disease and sexxually transmitted disease lagi beb.


macam maner nih!!!!!!

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!(tarek2 rambot)