truth hurts

treponema pallidum.
the bacteria that cause syphilis, a kind of sexually transmited disease.
it's divided into three stages..the last stage can really kill you..
symptom is usually likely to be seen, people won't even know its a syphilis with only an acne-like thing growing on the suface of your skin..

so don't have sex with people who have acne.
is that it?
maybe..

okay that's only a small part of it..
there's this story going on..

the husband have this syphilis thing..so he said that it was maybe something that he ate, like the supplement..
and the wife believed him..
so a person i know that told the story keep going on how stupid the wife is..
she knew its a sexually transmitted disease.

which means you have to sleep around with people to get syphilis..
people with syphilis too..
anyway she believed him..

that what matters..
it's like shutting your eyes although you already knew the truth..
bacteria, disease never lie..
but people lie..they lie to themselve to cover the truth that hurts..

cover deep inside the actual fact.
that destroy a marriage..

it's not difficult to understand..
it's simple she knows the truth but she just need a reason to still hold on
to the marriage..
wutever..

sometimes i lie to myself to make me feel alrite.
everybody does.

and sometimes i wished people would just bury me deep inside away
from the truth..
eventhough i know that things actually are not gonna be alrite.

just don't tell me the truth.
do it for me..
because it hurts so much..
and i don't wanna know
ever..
keep it to yourself..

cover, bury..
just lie..
then everything will feel the same again.
please