suspect

suspect.
meaning to have an idea or probability something is true or likely to happen without having real proof or definite proof..
it's still a probability..

ok so here's what happens..
i fall ill for the last two days and my temperature is 40 degrees clcius..
it happens to be a fver..and i was quarantine because i was suspected
with the influenza h1n1..it was a 3 days quarantine and if the fever still high i will be sent to hospital kajang..this is day two..

n then..
i told my roomate about it.she totally freak out n nk pindah bilek. i thought it was okay kowt sebab die ade hak nk selamatkan die punye ass..walawpon i'm so afraid tido malam2 sorng2..da la painful gile...ni pon bru lepas telan painkiller..
then,
i thought die just tido bilek kwn die n the end of story

but

it turns out that things didin't end there.
die pegi betau warden n i don't know who exaggerate or why she exaggerate
the warden pon freak out..
pdahal doctor mmg suroh aku stay dlm bilek..i mean asal sume org nk freak out..

i'm just doing what the doctor says..pastue warden call me in the middle of the night freaking out!
die even ckap yg die nk dtg tgk aku pon takowt..wtf. wutever.
and aku cm rilek je ar..malas nk bsing2.
pastu die bg aku option samada aku nk balek rumah or die hanto aku g taman tnage kuarantin kat situ..sume org nk get rid of aku!!

aku cm explain yg i still have another two days n i will only stay at my room pastu die ckp 'da tue takkn awak tak pegi toilet?' die still nk send aku away..
n siap nk call my parents lgi..i told her that i already told them what happen, masalahnye my house ngn ukm jauh so why not just tunggu another two days and we'll see the outcome..n i agreed to go to taman tenage..pastue i thought it end there.

but

die call jugak parents aku n buat kecoh..die ckp bebudak blok ni sume da freak out, my romate takde tmpat nk stay (pdahal obviously die tido bilek kwn die n die yg betau aku die tido blek kwn die)..takde tmpat nk stay amende!!
aku cm totally da start nk piss off mase die call my parents..
memule aku bley rilek lgi pastue aku rase evryone mcm too much..
die sebole2 nk suroh my mom amek aku balek..pdahal i da agree nk pegi tmn tenage semalam..this morning my mom cerite the whole thing to me..

just wut is wrong with all these people..my temperature pon da going down..
tau nk freak out je!! sume org nk save their ass..
have it ever occur to them yg I'M SICK. i'm sick and all yg diorang bley buat is freak out and getting rid of me..
bknnye nk complain ke ape tpi i really feel like people are trampling me around..
bru jdi suspek da rase like rbbish..watever.

nk g bli memane pon x bley..nnti die freak out lgi..skang ni kat bilek..damn bored..
harap2 my roomate yg mmg 'sehat' tue stay healthy laa..fucking hell