waiting till it's done

ok..
so this is the day in the week yg aku finally dpt online..
so, this morning g dectar coz of some reason aku gagahkn
dri pegi jugak walawpon aku malas..

anyway a lot of things been going on this whole three weeks..
ntah aku try tue just stay as fine as i can be..
it's weird sometimes..
i don't even knoe if i knoe myself anymore..
wutever this is just a phase..
malas nk pikr..

so last weekend aku manage bli forever princess the ninth book..
excited giler nk bce buku tue..micheal is so hot!
atleast life aku takde lah pathetic sgt with that book..
so today kitorang have to culture bacteria and actually
measure them like micro2 small..

bacteria tue jatoh kat tgn aku mase aku pkai that stick to
pull it from the agar..aku freak out gle..takot aku die out of bacteria
infection je mase bacteria tue land kat tgn aku..aku tros masokkan
tgn dlam dettol..pastue lecturer to ckp dettol untok meje and slides je,don't use that, use the antiseptic hand wash..pastue bru la aku dpt betenang
after merasekn yg tgn aku da slamat..
huh! wut a moment..
and mase aku nk rinse tgn aku, aku terenjis kat this
guy yg aku da lame prasan mmg bajet..
anyway aku terenjis kat buku die and die tenga tulis that time and die
cm jerit...hahahaha..
i was like ''sorry, gottago''
which of course i'm not sorry and i'm not rushing anywhwre..
tue las sape suroh bjet..
da la bgi formula salah..
ow my god giv me a break!

and bacteria..
u know they are all beautiful creatures..
and ironically they're around you..sometimes i just wish how
much i can live like the bacteria..
perhaps people won't get to hurt your feeling all the time
and you have nothing more to think about other than reproduce..
and you're so beautiful..

aku cm excited the first day to lab..
aku get my life busy ngn books..
atleast ko get to feel ktinggalan if ko tak read ape2
dpd buku microbe in a day..
adelaa jugak bende len yg ko bley feel..
wutever..wtf?
wut i'm talking about..

aku pon tak tau asal aku nk sgt all those comics everywhere..
i mean i used to read them tpi takde laa obsesive cm skang..
maybe because i wish so much yg life aku cm dlm that comic..
people read it because life is not a comic..
they wish it would be like real life tpi bukan..
comics will never be real..
not even the character..
people love to believe it's real but it's not..
and they just put themselves there..in that world..
pathetic but that's fact..
people like me..

anyway i'm glad things are well for my friends..
i'm happy for them..
for nadia..maybe she found the people that speaks the same mind..
and waheeda, she seems fine..and farah..

they just deserve it..
wutever i'm tired..
let's call it a day..