i was lying down staring at the ceiling.
watching attentively how the fan rotate and never stop..
ow my god..this is so twisted..
i've been doing this for hours.
can't get myself to start writing the report that need to be submitted and also a couple of assignements..
smpai bile ko nak jadi cmni sabrina.tak disiplin langsung.
mane semngat juang kau..u're young, u supposed to have that spirit..i told myself that again and again..
and then i got up and start my work..and then i recieved a text message from a person
'sab, hidup ni kene tabah kann, n kite patot bersyukurkann, tak boleh sedih if ade ujian'
she's right..
in fact she is so right..
ari tuh ade satu talk and die ade cakap pasal sesuatu ujian yang kite dapat tuh adalah untuk menguji diri kite, keimanan kite..
pernah dalam satu buku tulis, hmm something like this, kalaw kite fikir balek kann, org putih slalu qoute laughter is the best medicine..
tapi betul ke laughter is the best medicine..
the writer wrote sebenarnye bile kite sedih and kite pegi huhahuha dgn kawan2 tgk wayang, pegi konsert sebab nak release tension nak gelak, itu bukanlah hiburan yang sepatotnye..
tu adalah gelak tawa nafsu kite..dan nafsu kite dikawal oleh syaitan..
the writer wrote that, hiburan yang hakiki adalah apabile kite bole smile atau laugh when something bad happen..itu adalah hiburan yang sebenar..dan itu mencerminkan iman kite sendiri..
aku bukanlah pandai nak cakap pasal hal ni, tapi listening to the talk and reading the book buat diri aku pon terkejut and realise brape kali aku buat bende2 cmni..
it's not simple..nak stop doing the things yg salah tapi ko da biase buat, memang a chellenge..
just that one thing kite kene ingat Allah tak mengukur ape yang kite buat (sesuatu kebaikan) tapi ALlah mengukur betape sukarnye kite nak melakukan sesuatu kebaikan itu..
so everyone..we can do this.
stop, think and start..
bnyak yg kite still tak nmpak.