well it's been a while..
i know.
i just need to figure things out for awhile..
processing my feelings and actually rationalising myself.(because i am irrational sometimes)
so here i am
with pages of journals on my desk trying to figure out how to isolate sulfate reducing bacteria and it's relationship with corrosion..
this place just so quiet..
i've checked in to this place turns out that i actually got my own room for the next one year of my study..
it's great..just what i have always wanted. to actually be alone in my own space bury myself from the world..
alhamdullilah..
somehow there's like a hole in my heart..the kind of feeling that makes u want to bolt..
but hey this is life isn't it..
i'm just swamped with things to read and proposal to be submitted..
sometimes i'm scared of tomorrow's possibility..
realise how coward i sounded lately..
anyway..
i have this mycology field trip that i had to attend this weekend..
the idea of tman negara with waterfalls and the jungle excite me..
i always thought that i need something like that for sometime..
life is already like a jungle..what different does it makes huhh?
i can do this..i can carry on..
InsyaAllah..
bile fikir what i have been doing throughout my life..
rase mcm nothing compared to proportion yg God given me.
i've done nothing that's worth something.
so i have to do something and make things right..
and i'm not in the place to complain..
at all.
so now i have to go
wish me luck.
kuey tiaw hongkong.best thing ever..i had this the other day with diana..
gotta get going now and carry on live like u're dying (bajet lenka)
nice spot huhh..
