dear you over there,

now i'm in my fourth week of short semstar..

satu subjek rm90 so looks like kepale ayah botak nak pay for that..

anyway i was thinking on paying my own college fees..no not really..

maybe suku kowt..

i've been cooking the other day and people been eating what i cook..

da lame gile tak buat nasi goreng kampong..

aku remember ko ckp jgn letak 7 biji lada padi tapi tuhuh belas..

tapi lada yang aku pakai tu da memang pedas..

so thanks to you aku letak tujuh belas and it turned out yang aku cook nasi goreng wasabi..nice

aku makan pon nak tersembor..naseb bek ade crab stick and sardin..

arituh at home hazim ajar aku main game fight at the street..die menang most of the tyme lawan ngn hakem..

hakem mcm biase annoyed..

ayah soh akim tutop paip air, akim tenga berak, pastuh die suh hazim, and then hazim besakan lagi paip air bukan die tutop..

so macam biase org lain yang kene marah because of that hazim..

mak da tak bagi hazim rapat sgt dngn syuhada sebab mak ckp semacam pegang2 tgn jalan pegi skola agame..

hazim ckp die terpakse..

and aku ckp kat die berdose pegang2 tgn laki pompuan..and he went 'macam melakukan zina ea kakak'..pastuh giggle..

serious aku tak tau cmne nak privatekan post aku..cmne ko buat..

anyway, zizan cm ade something going on dgn natsha hudson..

rozita che wan ade something going on dengan shahir af8..
die ckp die menyenangi shahir..

pastuh coursemate aku gadoh ngn fatin liyana kat fb..that happened a bout awhile before..

kelakar gile..

life is as always..anyway weh bagi aku address rumah ko..senang siket aku nk anta ape2.

malysia has been extraordinarily hot sebab ribut aere kat philiphine yang extract all the moisture in this country..

these days ade penyimbah acid bersiri..

this guy move dpd petaling jaye smpai ke bangi..skang da ade brape kes kat bangi..

all my friends punye parent seems concern and tak bagi anak die kuar sgt...

our parents don't seem slightly bothered by that..mak just ckp beli lah ayam panggang kat giant kalaw murah.. and soh aku blikan buku asmaul husna kat pkns..


this guy is said to be indian..smpai skang polis tak dpt tangkap..pelik aku..padahal nombor plat da dapat..

lecturer aku look like a metrosexual guy.tapi bile ckp ade gaye2 chef wan..

org yang OCD memang specifically have this lot of concern about hygiene and dorng mmg freaks..

i've been reading this article, die ckp semayang yang sempurna is, faham maksud dalam solat and indulge, sbar and tenang nk go tu the next rukun..also kalaw bole capai sume bhagian yang sunat maca doa iftitah supaye dapat pahale lebeh..

kalaw tak khusyuk bukan batal just kurang pahale..

hmm da azan..n aku pon da penat laze around..till then..

be a good muslimah and semoge ape yang dikerjakan kerana Allah sebab kat akhirat nanti sumenye akan dipersoalkan balik ape yng kite buat..

astaghfirullahalazim..

semoge dose kite diampunkan..

so called life..

aku rase aku kene pick aku punye self up and stop lazing around..

gotta carry on with my plans for the short smestar..

this is just so tiring..

evryone musti tenga sibuk buat kek, keje, jage adek, deal dgn colleages yg suke ckp pasal kawen and then mak yg tak bagi kuar..hahhah.gudluck with that people.

anyway..

kelas aku pon only isnin ngn rabu..tapi takde laa free sgt ok..

most of the tyme aku read newspaper and find something else to read..

pastuh gi giant beli ayam panggang and makan ngn nasi puteh

yumm..

hihi..

we going to start our shooting untuk projek video kesihatan mental..

hope evrything will berjalan lancar..

these days have been so quiet.skang kat bilek eka and cite pasal kenangan lame..

jap gi nak bace that article yg aku fotostat tadi..

tadi blog hopping..

hmm can't wait to be home..isit tgk kalender je.

wonder what the kids doing at home..musti si toyol due ekor tenga main psp level pling senang..

that's typical..

when i was little i use to sit at home and main lego with my sister..

we never really had barbie or masak2..

i used to want them..because they're beautiful...

tapi ayah bagi lego and bli buai besar je, soh dok umah diam2..

maybe that's why we grew up turning out like this..

i mean look how twisted we are..

aku pon mcm biase having my short sem, cooking and dealing dgn mid life crisis as always..

dr. aidil was rite, life is not that straight forward..

bende yang ko least expect happen with the person yg ko tak expect jugak..

kalw hidop ni fairytale je then u miss all the important part..

i guess this what makes me grow.

i shud handle this like an adult..

ok gotta go and do something worthwhile sebab yuran short sem mahal and duet bapak aku da bnyak abes..

till thenn tataa..

while i was absent

i've been running lifes for the past few days..

okay so back in touch with the internet.

so my roomie been away so i spent my days, cooking , feeding peoples pet, cooking again reading and sending people's pet to the vet..

this guy


refuse to eat his food, been so aggresive to me when i'm washin him and just don't want to face me and turned away..he just hates me.

wutever..wonder cmne agaknye mazian deals with him everyday..

aku sempat juggle him and hentak2 kepale die when i'm washin him..let's just hope mazian won't find out.hahha



saje amek a few shots.to annoy him..he smells awful.

x payah tak percaye sgt..i know i'm not an animal person, just wutever ok..


so there's this kitten across my room who is a stray cat..

anyway its been sick and refused to excrete or urinate..

and the owner was very anxious..

so me and mazian went to take the kitten to the vet which i refuse to hold it because i can't..


so now citam is ok..

you know its hilarious, listening the doctor checking and telling what it is daignosed for.

i mean seriously there's actually people out here that just care a lot about a cat..

and there's even a medicine for the cat that got it's name on the label..

hahhah..


i've been spending days cooking on my stove..

i even went to the market to pickup some crabstick and potatoes..


my little kitchen

i bought the stove just when the semestar about to start..cute huhh..it's a campers stove..

and the rice cooker too!


so i had these the other day








and then during the evening it rained!

it's been hot since forever..




i know..it's just great..

it's so refreshing being in this room..

i felt good these days..all by myself cooking, reading stuff and actually doing things that i wanna do when i don't have tyme..

so i've been reading psychological disorder because i had quiz on monday..
there's alot of them..

last night was great.. i drove to putrajaya's lake and had ice cream and some snack there, we camwhore and watch the lights shone..it so calm and beautiful..

the last tyme i went there was with my sister..

wutever
now i'll better get back to this




isn't life just great..

man..

i hate it when these happens.

it's like the aura is not good and the feeling are just wrong..

you just feel sick to ur throat and people get hurt and you're hurt too..

but i'm right..i'm just saying what i think is right..because i'm right.

being honest just kills you sometimes

dear you over there,

you must've missed this right?



yes they're mum's.

and these




yang the missing piece da masok mulot hazim..
sebab die tak sabar..

anyway..

i didin't go to the beach yesterday..

sebab mak ckp ade bnyak jellyfish da naek and the wheather's very hot..

we went to kuantan like always..i drove and pau duet kakak marini..


in a couple of hours i'm going to go back to ukm..

tomorrow got class like usual..

wutever anyway..things seem the same around here and around me..

this boy don't know how to convert sen to ringgit..
he also have no clue what happens during a car accident..
underline his book using tangan..





wutever anyway..

gottago..

ko jgn ingat surat ko ayah tak bace..

sending letters to mom are like sending letters to ur father.

anyway today is mother's day.. the kids wrote mom a card..

yeah cheesy..hazim started it

i'm home..

it's been a 6 hours driving journey..

so as i was driving in the highway da lepas genting sempah it was raining cats and dog.


the clouds look darker than always..and i continue driving because it's getting dark..

it was 6.45 p.m at that tyme..

kereta pon mcm tak meyakinkan..cuace pon panas gak ar

and then i was observing the trees and sky and then

there it was,very beautiful..

so i manage to take some few shots..in the driveway..walaupon ade a few kereta yang hon sebab aku mcm nk benti and slow down, but that didin't stop me..






can u see it..




pastuh tetibe ade plak polis yang plus tu..aku pon cepat2 press minyak..

kang xpasal2 die ingat kete aku rosak..

now i'm sitting on my bed at home while listening to hazims get scolded as always macam la susa sgt buat karangan berite about kemalangan di sekolah..

yeah it happens..

heaven

ok..ow my god..
this is just great..

so i checked in for my new hostel which i'm going to stay for my short semestar..

and there it was..

this beautiful , full of compartments with the glass window waiting to be open,

it's totally the best room i ever had..

it's chilly..and breezy..

and rite now it's raining..just making myself comfortable sitting on my bed, enjoying this book that i borrowed from diana..

the wind blows softly and there's a lot of trees outside which make the scenery so green..

no more noise,no more lights..

it's so calm..and serene..

and just now i was busy making myself some jempot2..and it was the best i ever had too..yeah thats kind of an exaggeration..

ok gottago enjoying back my beautiful room..

isn't lyfe just great.

i love this room.
and no class untill tomorrow.

so i'm free..