its been a long hectic week..a very long one..things just turns out so wrong..it doesn't go well..atleast not my way..i'm hurt,i'm crushed..i feel like i'm pummeled into pieces and nobody notice..or i, myself don't want to be notice..atleast not rite now..
things just come by and come again..i don't wish for people to notice how i feel..i just need some space..and tomorrow will be the day we all will return back to that place..
i used to go to sleep whenever i'm down..it's not like i'm sleepy or tired or something..i just don't want to face the world..that is one thing i always do when i'm facing a lot of issues..i kind of shut myself to sleep..and even shut everybody else away from me..
as if losing a phone is not bad enuff..
to the person who took it..
thanks..
thanks a lot man..
thanks for making this whole week more blast than i already have..
if taking somebody else's property meaning making urself happy then, enjoy it..
i just don't get it..
why?
wut did i do to deserve this..
why me?
i knoe its not fair to question things that already happened but i just don't get it..
that phone brinngs so much memories..
its not just a phone..
its something that makes me feel safe..
keep me organize..i took every single photo of places that i have been in using that phone..
i have always been trustful..
i didin't take a 50 ringgit note on the pavement that i saw it..
i return things when somebody lost it..
i never even use stuff that does not belong to me even though i was desperate that time..
why on earth will people take other people's property..
for evryone out there..
just stop..
don't ever take some one else's property without their permission..
its no just wrong, its sad..
when u lose something so important to you then, you'll understand..
i have been listening to that nelly furtado song all day..
the song name is all good things..
it kind of meant something to me since i'm already crushed..
the song question why do all gud things come to an end..
maybe u shud try check it out..
its a nice song..
makes me wanna cry..
i guess the begining of this semestar does not go well for me..
i just feel sad..
and i'm admitting it..
i'm tired..
i'm tired of getting back to sleep..
i need to wallow but i wallowed enuff..
i just don't know wut else to do..
keep wishing this whole thing is a dream..
and perhaps if i wake up..i'm still me in lala land...
but that's just impossible..
i'm not smart aren't i'm?
i say stupid things do i..
i'm not that intelligent i thought i wus..
now i'm not making any sense..
perhaps i shud go back to sleep..
